In the eyes of Justice, you see the world for what it truly is. You notice things you would never notice before. It feels like you were given a new pair of eyes. Honestly, you could talk to me about almost anything and I would probably find it interesting. I have the lowest security clearance in the office and only know public information. Thank god for the Freedom of Information Act! I’ve been undergoing a federal investigation for the last two years. Did I feel discriminated against? At times, but as Bill Bellichick says, “Do your job!” and that’s exactly what those agents do. Hide your kids, hide your wife, because when the Fed comes after you, you can’t hide. They are your eyes, ears, mouth, and nose. They scared my roommate, my friends, their/my parents, and yours too, if they came after you. The federal agents can watch me all day, everyday, until the day I die. I had to miss out on my cousin’s wedding in Pakistan and fly off the radar for a while, but I am back. And here to stay. I am a moral, honest, and decent human being. I have never needed to lie, cheat, steal, or pry into anyone’s life to get what I want. I literally just sit down in a restaurant, house, or mode on transportation, and people tell me things. My Uber driver once told me, she was raped and how it ruined her life. So, as I type this, I want her to know I am doing this for her too. I don’t understand why others need to do those things. Life is hard for everyone, you’re just a sad excuse of a human being. I personally do not need to drink and smoke to escape my reality. I am not “better” than anyone because of it. Those substances wouldn’t make me feel better about my life. And if I did decide to pursue that lifestyle, that’s my own decision. No one needs to tell me how to live my life. When those “happy chemicals” of dopamine, serotonin, and oxytocin wear off, you’re left with looking at your sad self in the mirror everyday. When I find myself in the darkest spaces in my mind, my family, friends, co-workers, religion, music, education, children, and the greatest innovators in this world bail me out.
I am not affiliated with the Central Intelligence Agency, but I know that, when white collared crime takes place, that intelligent person has being practicing that lie to him/herself from the start. It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to tell you how difficult it is to convict a Corporate Giant for committing heinous acts of greed, selfishness, and a mortgage back security crisis on the housing market. If the big banks like J.P.Morgan Chase, Bank of America, Wells Fargo, and Citigroup are at 30% price high on the market right now, that’s a clear sign something is off. Someone is doing something wrong, somewhere in one of those offices. If you knew anything about investing, you would know the best time to invest is right after the market crashes. I would never wish that upon anyone in this world. But it appears that the damage is already done. You better believe, I would take the few dollars I saved up and throw them into exchange-traded funds or index funds. I don’t keep cash on me because my money is invested in my 401k and Roth IRA. Thanks Papa! I might need Jean Chesky and her HerMoney team to help me decide what I should do because their podcasts on Wednesdays give me hope. When I do decide to build my stock portfolio, I will speak to a female financial planner because she is less likely to get clients. And I strongly support seeing other women succeed.